The silly confrontation

        In due course the boy developed interest in studies mainly in chemistry and maths but he found physics difficult.he struggled to capture that the subject.He tried pretty hard to understand but things were not going on his way.

       He used to attend all the classes regularly.He had  never missed the maths tuition because he really enjoyed the companies of his friends Akash,Bibhu,Satya,Debasis.They all belong to the same college and were developed a close relationship between themselves. Akash was the really funny one.He had his break up with his girlfriend at that time.So he used to hangout with other girls in college and in tuition classes too.

      One day again in course of conversation he asked the boy about his girlfriend.The answer remained same from that boy that was earlier.But on that day Akash was not in the mood to listen to him.He had a strong believe that He was lying or he didn't want to discuss or he might have a crush on somebody that he didn't want to share.He asked him again and again. Debasis also joined him and he aslo stated the same question asking.The boy could not decide what to do?He was  in a big trouble  At that time he only wanted to get rid of that problem that the friend of him causing to him.

      He saw a girl was passing by him.She was in the same tuition they were in.He told them he loves her.His friends don't believe her because they had never seen him talking to her or ogling at her.So how could they believe him that he was really in love with her.At last the said"I swear to God that I love her,From the day I saw her I loved her madly but never have the guts to tell her and I will never express my feelings to her because he would not ever want a boy like him to be his boyfriend or even she will want to make friendship with me.It is worthless to say anything to her.I love her but I have my limitations.So,there would be no chemistry that can happen between two of us".

     All his friend looked at him astonishingly.I think some of them could not just believed what they listen.Not a single word came from there mouth.  
  

The True fighter: the beginning

The True fighter: the beginning:             Today I am alone again.From the place where  I have started my journey few years back come to that same place now.A word suits b...

More friends

   The boy was going to tuition classes thrice in a week.He had to travelled five kilometers to reach for it.After his friendship with Boney he also came across some of the students from his college, who were in the same tuition classes with him.He interacted with them and they also shown him gentle friendly gestures.

     The Lecturer was very punctual and strict disciplinarian.He had always asked students come before time.Sometimes when students were late for the tuitions he used to scold them.But the boy found that class very interesting because he had developed friendship with some of his fellow mates.

    There were also a group of girls came to that tuition classes.They were of high standard.probably belonged to rich families.All have scooters. Most of them came in pretty impressive,sexy dresses.
They did every things in style.But the boy and his friends never paid a attention to them nor the girls demanded attentions for themselves. I  rather thought they think them a bunch of monkeys or jokers.

     After the tuition classes all the boys used to go the near by tea- stall.They drank tea and sometimes eat biscuits or other fast food. During these hours  they discuss about college,other tuition classes,about their friends.Some also discussed about their their girl friends or any sexy,hot girl they met or they saw that day.

      Once Akash,one of the friends of The boy asked him-"Do you have a girlfriend?"The boy replied in negative. Akash exclaimed first and  asked in return"Are you liking somebody? or Do you have a crush on someone???"

      The boy remained silent for sometime tried to ignore the Question but Akash doesn't let him do that.  That day passed.

First Friend

       The boy had no friends in his college.Though there are some student from that same school from where the boy passed the schooling but he didn't try to mingle with them because they have formed a group in college.He found himself very lonely.He neither shares his feelings with someone nor talks to anyone.

      Other students in his group thought that he was the proud one but the real fact is that The boy was a big introvert in his life.Days passed.only formal talking during the classes took place between him and others.These were only the formal gossiping  about studies,practicals,projects,tuitions, etc. No personal feelings or thoughts  ever he exchanged with anyone.

      There was another boy named Boney in his college in the same class but he never met him.Because Boney never attended any of the classes.rather you find him mostly in college cateen,cycle-motorcycle stand or in the lawn of college.Even he did not know Boney belonged  to the same class he was studying.

       He accidentally met Boney one day when He was sitting in The college lawn.They both gave their formal introduction,but Boney stated him asking about his personal life,family and girlfriends if any.....
  
       The boy felt shy but very happy because  for the first time someone talk so freely and expressed like a true friend after the school life.They talk for some more time and then both went to attend their practicals.

The Boy

             There was a boy who has just finished his schooling and get admitted to a top ranked college in the city.The boy is unlikely very simple,honest and well-behaved.But he belongs to a middle class family.In India where most of the people of its population are in the middle class or lower middle class,it was very very difficult for his father then to live in such large city with a limited income.
       
           But despite of all difficulties and problems he passed the qualifying exam.He has always face problems for money.Her mother only gave her ten bucks for his pocket money.But he never complained.He was always happy through all these problems.

        Generally college studies are more expensive than the school studies.It requires large number of books,tuitions for entrance examinations,college fees,other charge, etc. He has not sufficient amount of money then to buy his college uniform.After several days of staring of college and repeated warnings from the lecturers he some how managed to get a uniform for himself.He also arranged some old books to study.This was the bizarre condition of the boy.He has to daily travel eight kilometers to reach his college.

    As the boy faces such troubles and the weak financial condition made troubling his mind.he loses interest to some level in studies.

Days goes on............................... 

the beginning

            Today I am alone again.From the place where  I have started my journey few years back come to that same place now.A word suits best for me now."AKELA".Through all these years past, besides my family there was someone else present in my life whom I love the most.Not only me she also used to love me.But today the love of my life is gone.

Where???????


I can't tell that what happened in my life.The journey of my love ends here ????????

or 

Am going to a new direction???

I am not in a state of mind to explain it now.